Is it too long?

or half year is just a short time?



I don't know

I never know that this thing are gonna effect me this much.

I can't sleep, I can't eat.

I cannot do anything but thinking about the past.




The Past that I never care about.

His bad habit, his crazyness.

I never care anything til he's gone.




Somewhere said he's gonna be back in HALF YEAR.

But how could I believe?

I don't know him. I didn't love and like him. (I like yoshiki -"-)

But why it's give me such pain when he's not here.




He won't appear in any kind of media anymore.

Why it's make me feel this lonely.

I won't see him anymore?

How about his dearest brother?

That kid could be able to go on smoothly?

Won't him cry?




Will you come back?

If I wait for you.

Will you return and give me such a smile again?




How could I do? What should I do?

I cannot do anything. I don't wanna do anything.



How could I get out from this pain.



I never know that I would miss you this much.

Pls, come back.

Don't leave your brother. Don't leave your yarakashi and oriki.

I know you confuse. I know it's your life.

But pls know that everyone miss you.

And want you to be back here again.



I never thought I would cry for you.

But I already did.



I hate this feeling.

How could I believe?



After half year pass, will you come back?